To understand what's happening to us and why we must first know the purpose of life and how our desires affect how we feel that.
when the consiouness was with the heart the subconsiouness we were with Father, when we left Father are consious mind moved passed the two that see and moved into the mind! the land of the ego.
Then the ego got us to seperate the left brain from the right brian cain and abel , so we mush reconnect the the two sided brain ! the outer world the male/female are equal , the inner the dark and the light and are consious mind is in the centre